Sunday, July 2, 2017

to a big brother, now i am a big girl too


to the one that used to hear all my craps since I was teens
and even protect this little girl on that time,
thank you--
for tie my KRS bootslaces,
for lend me your shoulders every morning
for bucks you give bc this careless girl used to forget to bring her own money to school
for sent this eatloed a box of big apple donuts to my rent house during my diploma
for not mock me back after all those mean, emotional and sarcastic words from me

through all heartache, gaps and time that jealous with us,
and of those few years that separate and changed us
to become more cold and heartless, 
you will still remain as my one and only
favourite big brother. 

"one day if one of us get married, nothing will be the same anymore. bc your wife should listen to your words, so do I. both of us have to take care of feeling of our first priority. so i hope, both of us will prepare for it from no.w on"
remember those words?

now 2017 is the year that my words comes true. 


tapi mengenangkan kembali setiap satu perasaan
adalah bukan jalan untuk terus meneruskan kehidupan
melainkan dengan doa dan syukur kepada-Nya
atas bukti dirimu masih dan sentiasa dalam ingatan

ini hanyalah tentang perihal waktu yang cemburu 
lantas telah mengubah jalan dan aturan 


serta cara hidup kita

satu-per-satu anak Adam terselamat dari fitnah Iblis
dan juga dengan adanya pelengkap kiri buat dirimu, 

semoga hidupmu selepas ini lebih kuat dan matang

dan semoga kali ini, 

cintamu berakhir dengan syurga yang teratas

xoxo,
ikhlas dari adikmu

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